tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49693283661619914112012-01-27T22:03:24.581+08:00<i>a diary of everything that [doesn't] <u>make sense</u></i>just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.comBlogger9331100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-80174418927041454552012-01-27T22:03:00.000+08:002012-01-27T22:03:24.591+08:00

i know. i hardly have time to update this blog and now i have a new one. but, this one is a different blog although i don't know how to maintain it. i mean, will i be able to? anyhow, you guys can check it out. there's not much to it yet but i hope i can update it more often. here's the link: http://iamaian.wordpress.com

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here are some photos i took from The Ruins, a tourist attraction here in Negros Occidental.this structure used to be the mansion of Don Mariano Ledesma Lacson. the house was burned in WWII so it will not be used by japanese forces. i took a lot of photos as a start for my photography blog [which is still under construction] and my attempt at serious photography. as you can clearly see... i

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being a technical support representative is not easy. that, i can honestly say. it is hard, tiring, and sometimes really frustrating. but there are times when, after spending hours of talking and making sense out of other people's problem, you get rewarded with a heartfelt thank you and some funny moments. if you have worked, or is currently working, in a call center then i am sure you may have

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i don't like getting sick. it hinders everything i ever planned to do. but i especially hate getting sick and not being able to sleep because of it. and that is exactly what is happening now. i have this queasy feeling and  i feel so dizzy and all i want to do is vomit everything that is inside my stomach right now. i don't know. somehow there is a part of me that believes that vomiting my

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by the end of march, i am going to have this: photo from the Sony Ericsson website i am going to save up for this.

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i love gadgets. i really love gadgets. i like phones, cameras, computers, tablets, mp3/ipod, etc. if only i can have them all. my heart is yearning to own them. if i can have one gadget that contains all the features i want, i will be happy. probably. that's the problem if you are a tech-inclined person. gadgets are always upgrading. the moment you purchase one, a new and better version comes in

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one of my personal goals for 2012 is to look at Bacolod and Negros Occidental in a new light. i want to be able to see the beauty that tourists see when they come here. having stayed in this province almost my entire life, i find the place boring and i find it hard to endorse it to people when they ask me about my province. well, that will have to change. my goal for 2012 is to appreciate Negros

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I know, it is almost summer already and Baguio City (being the country's Summer Capital) is always part of the list of places people wants to go to. If you've never been there before, then I guess one of the reasons you haven't visited yet is because you worry about your budget. Well, let me share to you my experience as a lonely traveler in the City of Pines. I went to Baguio just few days ago

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Nail polish nowadays is no longer just something that you paint on your nails to make it look attractive... it has now become a medium of self-expression. Most of my friends are already aware how addicted I am to Nail Art and how conscious I am with my nails. every other week I have my nail design change. There are times when I would be so busy and I would opt to apply polish to my nails instead

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you know that feeling when you have confirmed what you have long suspected about yourself and no matter how many times you have told yourself that it's alright and it really doesn't matter, fact is, you still feel pain. there's nothing much to hope for then. story of my life.

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months ago i decided that my next birthday will have to be a happy one--- different from the previous birthdays i've had. i saved my money. i scoured the internet to find the best deals i could find from plane ticket to accommodation. for months, i prepared myself for this day. i constantly tell myself that on my next birthday, i will have fun and i will travel. well, i am here now in Baguio

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I know, there were a lot of people who took the time to greet me on this special day and i really am sorry that i cannot thank all of you personally. This FB timeline is so confusing that i cannot see the actual message, although i did see the notification. Thank you. Those precious seconds you chose to spend typing those greetings are greatly appreciated.

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is the cover photo. More like the Blogger banner/header.  and this is the only thing worth seeing in my FB page right now. to see the actual photo, visit my FB page.

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i am browsing through one of my favorite blogs and out of the blue, i just found myself crying. i am not even reading anything sad. i just feel so down since earlier and i just feel so sad. i know, it's my birthday. i have to be happy today. but whenever i think about it, i feel like crying. i don't know why but i feel so sad and so alone right now. i smile when people greet me. i joke with my

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well, i guess it's normal right? i have been to so many places but this will be the first time for me to travel alone and of course with no one i know to help me if in case something happens. i just find it funny that compared to  the places i have been to, this place i am going to is safer and yet i felt so unsure and so anxious about this. honestly, i never felt like this before. i did not

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there is one part of me that greatly affects my self-confidence. one tinny part that most people don't mention but i know they have noticed (or probably i'm just paranoid).  my teeth. i have one baby tooth that was never extracted because somehow the tooth that supposed to grow there grew beside it instead. so there it is sitting timidly beside the other teeth. a baby tooth among the grown up

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I love... ... the sun, it makes me happy. ... that special kind of coldness in the morning that makes you curl and wish it can last forever. ... the sweet taste of melting chocolate in my mouth ... extended lunch and VGH, it relieves my stress even for a short while ... that sweet smell of amber romance, makes me lick my lips every time i smell it. ... children's laughter--- it's infecting. ...

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(in a few days time, i will be turning 23. so here's a series of lists mainly written to fill out the depressingly empty pages of this blog. lol. i will post one list everyday until my birthday. ^_^) things i am thankful for: 1. the fact that i am still breathing... others i know are not so lucky. 2. the few people who loves me--- they may be few but their love for me is big enough to sustain

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if there is one more thing i want for my birthday, it's the sweet smell of Victoria's Secret Amber Romance Midnight Body Mist. and because no one really  ever takes the time to give me a birthday gift, i'll just go out and buy one for myself. 

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have you ever experienced meeting a person for the first time and then feeling really weird about it? i mean, you know when you get a "fight or flight" reaction even though the person is not doing anything to you? what about meeting a person and knowing right there and then that you're going to be friends? i believe most of us have the ability to discern the kind of person we are dealing with.

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if you surrender to fear, you'll never achieve anything.

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define 24-48 hours?it's been five days. i still have to see a shadow of that email. patiently waiting,

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my life has always revolved around work, internet and sleep. even when i was in school, my world only revolves around school, sleep, the publication and this blog. i am so boring. i am probably the most boring person you will ever have the misfortune to meet. i always wanted to have a life outside of work. i always dreamed of getting out of this loop and add some bits of fun in my life. just a

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if you would ask me, between going to work on Christmas and new year or spending both holidays alone, i'd say going to work is ten times more depressing. at least when i was alone, i can pretend that its just another night or i can simply cover my ears and go to sleep. while at work, i am constantly reminded that the world outside is celebrating because for pete's sake, IT"S NEW YEAR! this year

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as the clock ticks towards your final moments, i bid you goodbye 2011. This year has been bittersweet--- as with the other years. It was a year of changes; a year of finding and losing; a year of discovery and a year full off lessons. And like the years that passed, the lessons i learned from this year will stay with me and will become a very important part of my life. this year, God took a

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aside from the fact that i am not (yet) a good photographer and i have really shaky hands, i finally found one possible reason why the photos i took a week ago was really grainy. i was experimenting with my camera earlier that night and i think i tweaked the ISO setting and changed it to 3200. i may have forgotten to change it back to automatic so the photo came out as grainy instead of the

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 my friend is getting married. TODAY. ...and i am going to attend  but i still don't know what to wear. huh after waiting for a long time, they are finally hours from making their dreams come true. *clap*clap*clap* they've been together for a long time and here they are....finally... in a few hours, they will say their vows. i am really happy for them and will definitely not miss this event. i

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To everyone who have lost their homes because of Sendong...To everyone who have lost a friend or a family member...To everyone who will be spending Christmas alone or far from their families...To everyone who will be spending Christmas with a broken heart...To everyone who have found love this year...To everyone who are still looking...To everyone who will be working on Christmas Day...To

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it is one thing to talk to your pets, but it is an entirely different thing to pretend that your pet has enough intelligence to create a Facebook account---much more post a status or comment on posts.

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i know. i am super excited. just a few more days and i'm going. hahaha. nice! so looking forward to this birthday. hope i'm still alive by then--- i think i might just day from too much excitement!

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... your rest day ends  on a friday and work week starts on a Satuday-- midnight!

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just something new at the Bacolod Capitol Lagoon. At least now we have something else to see in the city. i know, the photos i took did not do much justice on how the place really looked like and i wonder if i'll ever get this right. someday. probably.

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i have already reached the point of almost no return in my plans. i have already purchased the tickets (which is non-refundable), scouted for places to stay, have my PTOs approved and basically told everyone that i am going to Baguio on my birthday. all i need to do is finally book the room and wait for January 12. although my original plan is to celebrate my real birthday in Baguio, the

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 only those with a strong heart can make their dreams come true. when you want something so much or you want something so bad, the universe will either conspire to give it to you or keep it from you. but just because the universe says no does not mean you have to give up. sometimes, even the impossible becomes possible as long you as you don't give up.  we all have dreams that people may not

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1. a more updated blog.2. P50/day challenge-level up!3. payday save up challenge4. a more healthy lifestyle- minimize soft drinks, junk foods and eat more healthful meals.5. enroll in martial arts class (because you don't have anyone to defend you so find a way to defend yourself).6. learn to cook- (so help me God.)7. go out more.8. finish the scrapbook.9. get some exercise (ugh!).10. learn

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true, i will be working on Christmas eve as well as Christmas day and New Year too. practically the whole holiday actually. same as  last year. it's a bit sad really. imagine getting an irate caller on those holidays while the rest of the world are busy stuffing themselves, getting drunk and basically enjoying the season. it is sad because, being Filipino, we were brought up believing that these

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19 more days before the year ends. 30 more days before my birthday trip. whew. anxious. excited. mixed feelings. whatever. anyway, we had our Christmas party last night and it was fun. really. i was wide awake for 24 hours but i still enjoyed the party. although my ability to respond seemed way too slow, i still did enjoy the party. the food was not that great but the time spent with friends

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some random photos taken with the GE X500.  as you can see... my camera and i are still at the 'getting to know' stage. i'm practicing--so expect me to be better.

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i'm teaching myself photography. with the help of online photography sites, i might just become good at this. at least i wish to be good at this. you know what? scratch that! i want to be good at this. will post some photos soon.

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and new year too! second Christmas and New year that I will be alone. guess i'll just have to get used to this. this was taken @the Christmas House in Dumaguete City, December 2007. what else is new anyway?

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i've always been honest. i am the type of person who has no artistic abilities no matter how much effort i put into it. just like when i was in the student publication before, our christmas party in our company also has a theme every year. this year, it's "jazz up your jeans". and just like when i was in the student publication, looking for what to wear is like joining a quest. while the

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Since payday came earlier this month, i managed to purchase my plane ticket for January earlier than planned as well. I know, it's months away but getting tickets ahead is really good because fares are cheaper when you book a flight months away. So it is already partly official that i am going to spend my birthday at the summer capital of the philippines (although the fact that i'm going there

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Dinosaurs from Bacolod.

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you know what i don't like about eating in fastfood chains? the waiting in line. but do you know what is worst than waiting in line? it's waiting in line behind people who had been standing in line for a long time and still don't know what they want when they finally get their turn. i mean, if you would  think about it they had been standing in line longer than you have been and you of course

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nothing much.just killed mushrooms.

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mine. if you can look beyond the imperfection and grasp what it says, then probably it will make a difference.Have a Happy Day!

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i admit, when it comes to buying gadgets i am a total loser. i don't know which gadget is better than others and what each specifications mean or how it makes a difference. usually, like all ignorant people in the world, i go by the way something looks. which means that, if i think it looks cute or cool, i'll buy it. i'm trying to decide if this camera is a good one. this is GE X500 and i like

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i like role playing games although i'm not really good at it. i will not call myself a gamer because to be honest i hardly know anything about the game. i just play for the pure fun of it. i like leveling up and finishing quests and seeing my character running around the screen. i only know the basics of the game. i only know enough to level up and go on the game. it has been a long time since

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was randomly browsing internet sites when i came across College Humor site and found this video...this is sooooo cute. ..."oh god i can smell his face..." LOL. watch it guys!

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 songs that remind me of people i loved. places i used to love. things i can't change.people who keeps on forgetting that i have feelings.too much happiness.broken dreams.broken hearts.mistakes i don't know how to correct.emotions i can't express.breaking a promise.uncertainties.memories of those happy days.

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 i have yet to find someone who could love me as unconditionally as my father does.

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I love travelling and I love  imagining that I am travelling. I like the feeling that i am seeing new places, meeting new people and experiencing cultures different from my own. i love tlistening to the sound of different languages spoken around me even if i do not understand what it all means. for me, travelling means freedom. i wish i can be like this guy who gets to earn from doing what he

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-76014752602159099382011-11-13T19:16:00.000+08:002011-11-13T19:16:01.945+08:00

i am a person who eats more carbohydrates and high calorie food. i eat at least four to five times a day with snacks in between. i love eating burgers, pastas, pork chop, fries, ice-creams, pizza, and of course rice. if truth be told, i eat more than what people usually imagined. i don't have issues with my appetite. my issue is my weight. i know, you would think that based on my confession, i

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this is my Pikachu. i got him for two tokens only in one of those claw-thingy at the mall (seriously i don't know what that thing is). i always wanted to have one but could never find a Pikachu that looks so much like the one in the Pokemon cartoons. then, i found him. when i saw him inside the glass case i told myself that i am going to get him no matter how many tokens it will cost me.

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only you can make your dreams come true. really. that is why i believe that only me can make my dream birthday a reality. no one else can make it happen. if i rely on other people, i'll only be frustrated and hurt. so i will work on it and will do my best to make this dream birthday real. though i cannot imagine myself wandering along unfamiliar streets alone, probably snapping photos of

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it is already november and before we know it 2011 will be a thing of the past. since july, my eyes were set to those 4days in January when i can get out of this city and roam around freely. i had been saving (?) up and have everything all planned (?). i know how much exactly i need and i even have my Time Off's saved up so i can make my dream a reality. there is just one glitch though. I DON'T

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are you scared of the future? do you feel a spine-tingling feeling whenever you think of what the next few years would be like? did you ever catch yourself pushing the thoughts of the future out of your mind because you suddenly felt like you were free-falling without parachutes? I say yes to all that--- and that's for a reason. i am not afraid of future because i don't know what will happen.

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i know right! i haven't been online for a long long time. blame it on my utterly unreliable internet connection whose main goal is to annoy the hell out of me. blame it on my equally unreliable brain that never fails to go blank every single time i try to write anything sensible. really. show some love people!! in the whole month that i had been away, my grammar managed to regress even more

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-87332616645339759412011-10-05T21:18:00.002+08:002011-10-05T21:19:09.597+08:00

but try clicking anyway... http://aianism.webs.com you'll regret it. i swear. thanks.

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dear santa ( ) this christmas, i want everything converted to cash. love, (note: all images are from www.addemoticons.com)

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i am no shopaholic. i am not addicted to shopping nor am i inclined to buy anything expensive. i am not a brand-conscious person. in fact, i'm a cheapskate. unfortunately, i'm also an impulsive spender. just imagine that in two days time i depleted my bank account without knowing where i spent all the money. not that i have a lot of money in  the bank (how i wish i have though). i notice that

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if my brain were to be followed, i would like to fall in love with someone who fits the description my poor inexperienced mind has conceived. naturally, i would like to have a man who would accept me unconditionally. i want to be with someone who would proudly stand by my side even if the rest of the world thinks i'm insane. i want a person who would let me be myself instead of asking me to be

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-50833762420338581632011-09-27T19:24:00.001+08:002011-09-27T19:24:56.044+08:00

i know someday you're going to give me something better. love,

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there are a lot of mobile phones in the market today which offers a wide range of features aimed to attract its prospective consumers. i have tried several phone brands in the past (motorola, nokia, SE, myphone) and i am very particular with the phone i choose. i have practical standards with the phone i choose. i'm not particular with the brand and  the price though. when i buy a phone, i

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you can call me whatever you want but i love Hindu films more than Filipino ones. sure, reading the subtitles and watching the movie can be bothersome at times but i would rather be bothered by them than watch tagalog films. why? i don't know. probably because i think hindu films have more substance and better cinematography than their filipino counterpart. or could it be because most of the

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-46307617666247468532011-09-23T06:00:00.001+08:002011-09-23T06:00:02.164+08:00

i pray for... ...strength to go on. ...patience to continue. ...forgiveness for things i have done wrong. ...real happiness. ...someone to love me without asking me to be someone else. ...healing. ...selective amnesia. ...a better me.

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i dream of... ...sunsets and the smell of the earth after a rain. ...a distant land that i may never see again. ...a friend i lost. ...a man i let go. ...people who came and left. ...people who came and stay (to torment me). ...of a dream that may never become real. ...of a good night's sleep. ...of friendship, happiness and love.

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-1521659811787720152011-09-21T09:26:00.000+08:002011-09-21T09:26:32.146+08:00

i'm a jerk magnet.and no man in his right mind would notice me.(as the evidences clearly point out) it sucks.

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-53432650249629358622011-09-21T08:59:00.000+08:002011-09-21T08:59:12.384+08:00

i dream a thousand dreams, most of which don't come true. i loved so many people, most of whom don't love me back. i sing songs even when i'm out of tune. i write poetry even if it does not rhyme. you know why? because all i want is to live a happy life.

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-25442336179681384872011-09-20T02:52:00.000+08:002011-09-20T02:52:51.297+08:00

today i have decided to visit the northern side of the province instead of doing it next sunday. today i will see the people i have never seen in years. most them i am excited to see. some of them i dread seeing. let's see what will come out of this.

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-35340966034045651242011-09-13T08:33:00.000+08:002011-09-13T08:33:06.422+08:00

no blogging or any online activities for me in the next few days. work.work.work.

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-79040015317446384642011-09-13T07:40:00.002+08:002011-09-13T07:47:08.276+08:00

first of all, they are not paying me to endorse them. i do it because i like it. anyway, found this treasure in one of those cracked articles. am not sure if it is okay to post it here, but i'll take my chances. (and i'm not talking about your sensitivity either...i'm talking about copyright.) here it is: got this from cracked.com never mind the faces. just look from the neck down. lol. man!

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-3636697544328473322011-09-13T03:42:00.000+08:002011-09-13T03:42:27.433+08:00

most people will tell you not to drink carbonated drinks before bedtime because it will not make you sleep. that doesn't seem true to me because whenever i get insomnia, i drink a liter of coca-cola (seriously, no exaggeration here) and i always fall asleep after. i've tested that many times and it always works. so coca cola has become my sleeping pills---and good luck to my kidneys.

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-32573909837663601602011-09-13T03:33:00.000+08:002011-09-13T03:33:55.549+08:00

have you ever experienced waking up in the middle of the night, check your phone and your email, read your messages and promptly deletes them and waking up hours after and realizing you did not understand a single thing you read? well, good for emails because it has deleted items folder. but for that sms you deleted? well, RIP to that message let's just hope it is not something important. this

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-31363332649145153742011-09-12T16:50:00.000+08:002011-09-12T16:50:25.401+08:00

i have always wanted to write about people who have influenced my life. I have always wanted to share to others how these people made a difference in my life and helped me become the person that i am now. it is my way of honoring them; a way of saying "thank you for never giving up on me". but i have a problem with this. it is very seldom that i can write about people who i'm emotionally

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Has anyone of you here ever met a word as confusing, misunderstood, misused and abused to the highest level as the word LIKE? This words send chills to my body the same way the words "meaningful" and "relationship" do when they are used together in the same sentence. This word scares  me so much that I always do my best to avoid using it as much as possible---especially when the word needs to be

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-23065692416259302832011-09-12T06:00:00.000+08:002011-09-12T06:00:03.046+08:00

never ask for anything you cannot give. respect begets respect. tolerance begets tolerance. hate begets hate.

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i wish you can see through my heart and see how much its aching to see you. see how your memory tortures it; see how much pain and regret it suffered knowing i will never see you again. i wish you can hear my thoughts and listen to how many times i plead to God to turn back the time and give me the chance to say goodbye to you. i wish you can know how much it pains me to know that i will  never

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-27342497231545682552011-09-11T06:00:00.000+08:002011-09-11T06:00:02.723+08:00

how do you expect people to tolerate your beliefs when give them every reason to do otherwise?

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-31839128446301893822011-09-10T06:00:00.001+08:002011-09-10T06:00:04.842+08:00

a friend is someone you can share a secret with. someone you can trust. someone who listens to your endless litanies of life's unfairness. someone who tells you the truth even though it would hurt. someone who lets you be yourself and still proudly stand beside you. someone who keeps you grounded. someone who laughs at you but loves you at the same time. someone who accepts you unconditionally.

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-80075266436421950302011-09-09T06:00:00.000+08:002011-09-09T06:00:01.837+08:00

truth is, you don't need a million reasons to love a person. one reason is enough. sometimes, we even love people without knowing why.

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-20236185445484849942011-09-08T09:52:00.000+08:002011-09-08T09:52:12.559+08:00

i know. a glimpse of this blog is enough to repel you. i know. this is not just my imagination. this blog is too crowded. just when i thought that i had already fixed everything and darling blog is ready to show itself to the world again, i realized one tinny-tiny detail--- the blog is sooooo crowded. the post side is too narrow and the side bar is dominates the screen. soooo sorry people. i'm

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when life becomes drab and lifeless when your world starts to lose its color pick up your crayons and paint you world!

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i like it when people backbite me without them knowing i'm there. i like it best when they realized i had been listening all along. oh, the looks in their faces! simply, priceless.

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-17864090727340469082011-09-06T06:00:00.000+08:002011-09-06T06:00:05.377+08:00

If you don't like me because I'm blunt and tactless... would you prefer that I back-bite you instead?

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-76887545374771284722011-09-05T17:00:00.000+08:002011-09-05T17:00:56.355+08:00

so as a result, this blog was actually in limbo for about a few minutes. Why i suddenly have the brilliant idea of changing my blog template, I now can't remember. All i know is, i suddenly found myself tinkering with the blog again and poof---it became Koko Crunch! ughhh. this is not my favorite theme you  know. it is nice but the colors are just not my type. now i lost my blog list again. huh

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 If Alcoholics have AAs, I have my tax collectors to help me save. Blu I: The Tax Collector Blu II- The Soon-to-be Tax Collector The Blu Brothers. They will make  my dreams come true.

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I have this fear that I will never be able to go back to those places I had been to before. That is why, last June I decided to start saving my money so I can go back to at least one place I promised to go back to someday. But what do you know? I'm so lousy at saving my money that instead of the projected amount I was supposed to save after three months, my savings are still far far away from the

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-27986399789346752422011-09-05T10:23:00.000+08:002011-09-05T10:24:51.626+08:00

i don't have anything in particular to write but i feel like i should write so i decided to write about McDonald's. WHAT?? YOU MEAN THAT CREEPY CLOWN? Yes. I mean that creepy clown. No.what am I saying. I don't mean the creepy clown.I  mean the food chain the (creepy) clown represent. About a month ago a friend and I were in Mcdo (as usual) eating our favorite Hotcake and talking about

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you know what is more painful about missing people? It is seeing them again. oh, i'm sure you know what i mean. you know that sting you feel somewhere in your cardiovascular area? its not heart attack...or at least, let's hope not. i am referring to that sting you feel whenever something reminds you of someone. you know, that burning feeling you get when you see someone you treasure so much walk

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planning for  my dream birthday was easy enough. months ago, everything seemed possible. now?i am no longer sure. will i be able to get the birthday i dream of? will i still have a job by then will i be able to save enough to get there? will any of it become real?

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-83665991458950577132011-08-29T05:56:00.001+08:002011-08-29T06:22:02.119+08:00

I am not talking about the animated movie, I am talking about CARS. Real cars. C-A-R-S. Who in this world doesn't want to have their own car? Who doesn't want to be seen driving around one of these: I don't have my own car so this is from Google Images or this: i wish this is mine but i'm not that lucky yet---this photo is from here. I mean, seriously? If someone offers you a car as

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-6411466382040446852011-08-28T17:52:00.001+08:002011-08-28T18:17:54.207+08:00

is it just me, or is reading the  sign-up instructions in Pilipino ( or commonly called, Tagalog) feels really weird? because it feels weird and funny reading the sign-up instructions. i found myself laughing seeing the choices for gender: correct me if i'm wrong but at iba pa means et cetera in english (it is considered english right?) and the disclaimer? i can sum it up in one word: epistaxis

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i was at the mall (read: Temptationville) earlier today and had my TIN ID laminated in one of the photo studios. While waiting for the attendant to finish, a middle-aged woman came in and asked the attendant to have her photo taken. There were only three attendants at that time and all of them are doing something. My attendant (the lady attending my concern that is) asked the woman to wait for a

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i recently found myself asking, "when was the last time i used pen and paper to write down something?" i used to have a diary where i write every ridiculous dreams, every aspirations, frustrations, depressions, happiness, excitement and every single emotion that a human being can possible have. although i constantly update my blog (more frequent that i do now), i also constantly update my diary

just.aianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00416754315918712032noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4969328366161991411.post-58723897583788565252011-08-27T17:57:00.001+08:002011-08-27T18:11:02.077+08:00

and while mother earth is pouring all its tears on us (and flooding a lot of streets in this country), fate has decided to shower me with miseries as well. literally and figuratively speaking, this whole month, everyday has been a rainy day for me. for the past hours now i had been counting my money, estimating my needs against my budget while trying to imagine how much exactly i have in my

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i am not exactly sure how i found this website but i am definitely hooked. i remember the time when i discovered The Dark Roasted Blend by accident as well. I was aimlessly browsing through sites, hopping from one blog to another and clicking and clicking until i happened to reach the website. before i knew it, i was spending hours browsing through the funny images in the website, laughing my

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August is not the best month of my life--ever. Ever since I can remember, all the Bad stuff happens in August. In fact, anything that can go wrong will definitely go wrong in the not so august month of August. Don't get me wrong, there are good stuffs, but most of the good stuffs can't overcome the negativeness of August in my life. When this month comes, i feel like all the happiness,

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i can no longer remember when was the last time i received an email. even though i constantly complain about how much time i have to spend sorting out my emails and separating the junks from the soon-to-be junks, i can say without second thought that it has been at least more than five years since i received a REAL email. i guess this is the disadvantage of having Facebook. nobody cares about

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